*insert awkward postion here*

I was at the family reunion.
Hanging out with Kayla.

When someone came up to talk to me, and that is were the position came in: right here.
See, lemme explain the pose for you.

I start to hunch my shoulders the slightest bit. Then, I start to mess with my chest, with my hands. I get this hard to breathe feeling in there, like I am going to burst into an anxiety attack, faint, or even wrose: puke. I start to move to a person who I am most comfortable with, and I begin to cast my eyes downward.

I do that EVERY time. Its pathetic.


I wanna become comfortable with my body. I wish I had the ability, to walk around naked, without a care in the world.
But I cannot do this.
for one: the law.
Two: I am mighty pussy-footed.

I am weak.
I don't care.
I will fall.