It'll cost you...

...all that you have.
You were caught red handed.
Now just fess it up.
Walk slowly.
Hands high.
Drop it.
Now doesn't that feel better?

We aren't really what we seem to be.
You are lieing.
I am lieing.
We are liars.


You are very charming,
But I am not a fool,
The game is played on you.

You will never get this...

...it will make you squirm in your seat,
With motionless anxiety.
It shall make your mind spin so fast,
That even your name will confuse you.
Stop. Breathe. Hold it.
When you let it out,
Everything will make since.

The moment you stepped in this room,
Everything was okay.
When you stepped out,
Everything realized it was going to okay.
You are the one that I need.
The one, that I want.

Hold it in,
For it will make you live,
Oh the glory.

Love, love, love...

...this is no time for you.
Begone. Vanish. Vamoose.
I want nothing from you right now.
You are not worth this feeling in my heart.
This is no time for you.

Scibbles on wrist to remember your name,
You catch my eye like you were meant to capture my soul.
It is mine.
You cannot have it.
Back away you beastly thing,
For I shall survive.

Shivering in the chill,
You convulse with intensity,
Your thoughts overwhelm you,
You are no longer winning.


All these thoughts change,
For you are thinking,
When it all end?

Its that one feeling...

...that you get when you do something right,
That giddy feeling that everything is okay.
That one feeling that nothing can pull you down.
You know,
Its that one feeling.

Your head is spinning because that dream was so real,
Everything went how you thought it should go,
It was so perfect, so...real feeling.
When you awake,
You are disappointed.
But then you begin to think,
You can make that happen,
Make everything just like that dream,
You just have to try.


It was so real,
When I was holding you,
Please don't go...

Please let it go...

...nothing will come from that negative talk.
Breathing in, one breathe at a time,
To let it all go.
We will get through this,
But I need your help.
Don't you dare let go,
Because my heart is tied to yours.

Grabbing on to the ledge to hopefully survive,
To make it another day,
In this place called "Home",
But I never realized home is so heart breaking.


But until you reailze that,
Behind these eyes you will see,
That you will belong to me.

On my way home...

...to the place were everything subsides.
Where no worry is ever on the frontier of your mind.
Where all the love is in one place at one time.
Isn't that just simply perfect?

Then everything changes.
You are judged because you are not up to there standards.
You will never be good enough.
You were so happy.
You thought everything was right.
How conniving, just like they used to be.
You were happy.
You thought it changed.
You were wrong.


Young one please look at it this way,
You are better then they could ever be,
But you must sustain this facade.
For you must have a vision in your mind.



We all are created equal,
But I don't think this,
Because you are shit.

And we all fall down...

...where is your moment of strength?
Will it ever shine through the clouds,
As the silver lining in the sky?
We all fall down.
But we must pick ourselves up.
Stop the fretting, and start with the movement.
For the moment, you shall succeed.
For even the mightest have a stumble or two...

Because we all fall down.


I will lend you a hand,
But in return I ask you this,
Will this be enough for you to turn bliss?

I continue to have these thoughts...

...the thoughts that one day, I will be happy.
To smile at the person who makes me love.
To go to my job that I will have acquired over the years.
Even though I know its going to take a lot of work.
I am willing these days.

I have struggled, fought, and batteled my way through life.
But at this moment, everything is drowning in the thoughts of the optimissim seeping from my skull.
I nod my head in agreement this evening,
For I have realized I too, can be a succesor.

Twirl your hands for you see,
This world will belong,
For you, and me.

Shaking...

...I am so angry that fumes can be seen from this body of mine.
My pulse running through my body, making me jittery.
My hands are trembeling from all the hate that I have for you.
Consuming my thoughts, for that you cannot be here anymore.

Leave.
Begone.
Vanish.

We don't need you, these thoughts are enough.
Tears are welting in my eyes at the moment.
For the fact that you are winning.
You are making this anger control me.
I admit, you won the battle,
But you will never win the war.

I hate the fact that you control,
The fact that you manipulate,
But I am the puppeteer here.

Dropping from the skys.

I want to look over you.
To be a Guardian Angel.
You know why I cannot?
Because you must lookout,
For yourself first.
Take a look in the mirror sweetie.
You are better then you appear.
Take the moments of your life in that moment.
And break them down, as if they were nothing.
We Learn from our past,
But we gain from the future.

I will help you through this,
But until you see your fate,
I cannot be there for thee.

Skin ripping good...

...take it all off. All of it.
I am so uncomfortable with it.
My skin crawls when I make a mistake,
And always unsure if I look okay.

Unattractive.
Unworthy.
Unwilling.

I crawl through the thoughts of the wretched,
Making my way through the craziness of the world,
Peeking my head through the silver lining of the best.

I wanna rip it off,
All of it, don't you see
I just don't wanna be.

Put that in your juice box and suck it.

I love proving people wrong.
Show them I am the one to beat.
To be on top of the world.
Winning the game, going into fame.
All I ever want.

I try and try and try again.
I want to become the person to know things others don't.
I wanna control the fate in my two hands.
I want things, I will never achieve.

I can dream about it,
I will subside over it,
I shall never win.